[{"id":301,"link":"https:\/\/authorcirajn.com\/imposter\/","name":"imposter","thumbnail":{"url":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/authorcirajn.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/03\/OIP.jpeg?fit=474%2C474&ssl=1","alt":""},"title":"IMPOSTER","excerpt":"I feel like an imposter in my own life. Unqualified. Like a fraud clinging on to the \u2018fake it till you make it\u2019 trope.\u00a0\n\nFor now, all I want is to sink into my own abyss. To remain checked out and aloof. \n\nIt\u2019ll all work out in the end.\u00a0","content":"*Trigger Warning* This piece contains hints of depressive undertones.\u00a0 IMPOSTER Lost.\u00a0\u00a0The one word that would encapsulate this new year so far. The further I sink","author":{"name":"Cira J. N.","link":"https:\/\/authorcirajn.com\/author\/admin\/"},"date":"Mar 11, 2024","dateGMT":"2024-03-11 08:05:52","modifiedDate":"2024-03-11 11:05:52","modifiedDateGMT":"2024-03-11 08:05:52","commentCount":"3","commentStatus":"open","categories":{"coma":"<a href=\"https:\/\/authorcirajn.com\/category\/self-work\/\" rel=\"category tag\">SELF-WORK<\/a>","space":"<a href=\"https:\/\/authorcirajn.com\/category\/self-work\/\" rel=\"category tag\">SELF-WORK<\/a>"},"taxonomies":{"post_tag":""},"readTime":{"min":3,"sec":21},"status":"publish"},{"id":70,"link":"https:\/\/authorcirajn.com\/lost\/","name":"lost","thumbnail":{"url":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/authorcirajn.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/07\/LOST.jpg?fit=721%2C1225&ssl=1","alt":""},"title":"LOST","excerpt":"Did I feel betrayed? You bet your ass I did. But who had forsaken me first? Had it been them? Or had I deceived myself first and carried on the lie to avoid facing my choices and what they meant?","content":"CATALYST I was in my early twenties when my life fell apart for the first time. I was on what I thought at the time","author":{"name":"Cira J. N.","link":"https:\/\/authorcirajn.com\/author\/admin\/"},"date":"Jul 27, 2023","dateGMT":"2023-07-27 07:22:42","modifiedDate":"2023-12-01 13:43:28","modifiedDateGMT":"2023-12-01 10:43:28","commentCount":"8","commentStatus":"open","categories":{"coma":"<a href=\"https:\/\/authorcirajn.com\/category\/self-work\/\" rel=\"category tag\">SELF-WORK<\/a>","space":"<a href=\"https:\/\/authorcirajn.com\/category\/self-work\/\" rel=\"category tag\">SELF-WORK<\/a>"},"taxonomies":{"post_tag":""},"readTime":{"min":8,"sec":23},"status":"publish"}]